I love photography. And I remember when I first put this site up I was ecstatic for the world to see what I saw through my lens.
Now, I think I’m in over my head. For the past events that I’ve done, I have experienced too much noise in my pictures. It felt discouraging. It felt like someone was crushing my soul.
What was once a great idea to someone, is left as something that they can hardly care for. I think what made this whole thing awesome was the fact that no matter how discouraged or scared I got of success, there was always someone that kept believing in it. It does get pretty lonely when you’re the only one that thinks your own idea is great.
I am not sure what to do now. I am sure many have experienced a point in their life where they thought their dreams were unattainable. In my case, I lack so many things needed for this to come true. I have no teacher. And as I take another picture that has noise I can see from miles away, I lack the drive to want to be better because the way I feel right now is that, “no one really cares.”
I guess I enjoyed the fact that this “idea” actually made me feel invincible. It made me feel like I can actually step out of the box and do ANYTHING.








































































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